I need inspiration,not just another negotiation..

I have been living with a shadow overhead
I have been sleeping with a cloud above my bed
I have been lonely for so long
Trapped in the past, I just can't seem to move on

I have been hiding all my hopes and dreams away
Just in case I ever need them again someday
I have been setting aside time
To clear a little space in the corners of my mind

All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
Oh oh oh

I have been watching but the stars refuse to shine
I have been searching but I just don't see the signs
I know that it is out there
There is got to be something for my soul somewhere

I have been looking for someone to shed some light
Not somebody just to get me throught the night
I could use some direction
And I'm open to your suggestions

All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
And if I open my heart again
I guess I am hoping you'll be there for me in the end

There are moments when I don't know if it's real
Or if anybody feels the way I feel
I need inspiration
Not just another negotiation

All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
And if I open my heart to you
I am hoping you'll show me what to do
And if you help me to start again
You know that I'll be there for you in the end

啊什么样的心情呢..
很想把心里的话写出来..
像以前一样的..
要些什么就写什么啊..
但是..这一次..
我却害怕的把它藏起来..不写出来..
为什么..我也不知道..不明白..
way back into love..
where's the way for me?
能让我真正心动的人..
到现在..我看..还是只有她吧..
突然啊..
很想念以前在nilai生活的那段日子..
晚上睡觉的时候..
跟小白,阿beng三个人睡在客厅里..
闻着阿beng包的饭香..
睡在一张很薄的tilam..
用衣服当着枕头睡..
然后就开始聊些事情..
像三兄弟一样..什么都说..
有喜有怒有哀有乐..
有酸有甜有苦有辣..
每一次说了出来呢..
就静静的..但..心里总舒服了些..
啊好想回到那些时候..
再说多一次还没说出口的话..
这天的到来..我总期待着...

刚刚啊..
从看了family的离别特辑..
离别..
你知道是什么吗?..
和一个人离别了之后..又再次的相见..
这算离别吗?..
也许..
有谁能真体会到..离别这词..
我不知道..
或许..
当你看着躺在病床上的亲人....
闭着眼睛..手脚冰冷..
心跳越来越弱..知道心跳停止..
你再怎么喊再怎么叫再怎么摇也呼唤不行他..
或许..你就能体会到离别这意思..
啊不知道..
这都是我的看法我的想法..

前几天啊..
妈咪说这个星期大家会回来家里..
帮阿嬷庆祝生日..
嗯?..
那么快哦..
阿嬷几岁了..我都不知道..
原来..她..90岁了..
哇..原来她老人家那么老了啊..
要长命百岁啊阿嬷.. =)
现在的人..要活超过六七十岁就很不简单了..
何况八九十岁..甚至一百岁?..

前几天..
在家闲着没事做..
就收拾房间..收啊收啊..排啊排啊..
扫啊扫啊..抹啊抹啊..
变得很整齐很干净啊..
然后望过去那摆设模型的橱..
就决定收拾出一个位子..
拿来放我的珍藏..
嗯..我的珍藏..SHE的album..
都快full set了吧..
走去书房呢..把之前排好的专辑一个一个拿下来..
一个一个收下来..小心翼翼的..
然后拿到我的房间里..
也小心翼翼的..把它们排在橱里..
整理好了..
连自己也吓了一跳..
怎么会有那么多啊..
喜欢SHE是什么时候..
记得..是在..中二吧..
那年第一次听到Always On My Mind..
然后就渐渐的喜欢她们..
开始买她们的专辑..听她们的歌..
她们的签唱会..我也都有去..
风雨无阻..
想想..还真疯狂啊那些时候..
最记得的..
就是在sungaiwang的那次..
主持人问selina将来要做些什么..
我用我最大的声音喊了:
"做我老婆!!做我老婆!!!!!!!!!!!!"
啊..想想..疯狂啊..丢脸啊~ =）
现在啊..3x3=9
更让我3倍的疯狂3倍的痴迷3倍的喜爱啊..
就因为那首歌..那个MV..把我拉下了无底洞..
Gee Gee Gee Gee Baby Baby Baby..
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哦对!Way Back Into Love..
真的很好听..听听看吧..
看我推介的那么积极..
赏个脸 =)

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